Monday, October 24, 2005
MENTALLY UNSTABLE
I can break down anytime.it's really sad that everyone's gonna part i really miss the fights the disagreements and everything the good times and bad times. i beginning to miss even the slightest lil things lyk diana's lameness everyone cheryn's blurness lizzee's clumsyness even the slightest lil things. i was in the wrong i shouldnt have started the pep talk after the cheerleading. i thought i could control it all but when i was half way i couldnt help but break down. IM SORRY. But if i didnt do it i dont know when i can do it. After netball carnival? maybe yes maybe no.
IM REALLAYE SORRY FOR STRESSING YOU'll SCREAMING AT YOU'll SHOUTING AT YOU'LL WE ARE REALLY RUNNING OUTTA TIME AND I HOPE WE COULD AT LEAST WIN SOMETHING AND MAKE IT A VERY MEMORIABLE MEMORY. I FEEL GUILTY WHEN I SHOUT AT YOU'LL REALLY ALTHOUGH IM HAVING A SORE THROAT IT'S NOT THAT MY THROAT HURTS IT'S MY HEART THAT'S ACHING THAT I HAVE TO SHOUT AT YOU'LL FOR YOU'LL TO UNDERSTAND.
TWOSIX YOU'LL THE BEST THING THAT GOD HAS GRANTED ME WITH ALTHOUGH THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES WERE SHORT I REALLY TREASURED EVERY SINGLE MOMENT I WAS WITH YOU'LL.